its 8pm and keira was stuck at home. she had done everything she needed to do and was sitting on one of the chairs behind the kitchen bench. she was bored but wasnt able to sleep because she kept stressing over the next day. the first day she will be working with that group of famous, attractive boys. most importantly, junhyung.
'what to do?...what to do?' keira began talking to herself which was also normal whenever she was nervous, 'its not like i have been in the same room as guys like that ever in my life....oh! what if i dont do well? what happens if they dont like me?' stressing she began walking around the living room. 'aigoo~ this is so not good...WAIT! what am i doing? what happened to the confident, strong keira? no! i can do this. i just to need to go out.' agreeing with the idea she grabbed a hoodie and headed out the door.
as she walked on the streets, keira began thinking about what their house would be like. stopping a few times to look at the window displays, she walked passed a lounge bar. though she had always wanted to go to one, she never really had friends or people she could go with.
'now or never i suppose.' shrugging she decided to go in and get a couple of drinks. its not like she drinks alot or is an alchoholic, she rarely drinks. looking around as she walked she found a private secluded area and slid into the cubicle.
'hello there miss,' a tall guy greeted as she pulled down her hoodie, he wasnt bad looking, why do all the good looking guys appear in my life now? she thought, but couldnt be bothered admiring, 'what drinks would you like?'
'um...ill just have one of your best mocktails thanks' looking up to smile for a few seconds, she turned back to take out her phone. a few seconds after playing around with the buttons on her phone and looking around her image folder, the waiter came back with her drink.
'is there anything else you would like? food? snacks?' the boy smiled, the kind of smile that could make a few girls' insides flutter, but not keira, she was still too deep into her thoughts she wasnt even able to look up to thank him.
'um, no thanks, im all good'
a bit disappointed the boy walked away unnoticed.
how am i suppose to work for a bunch of idol guys? what about their fans? would they think its a scandal? would i get hunted down by them? i read about this once online. do i have to go over everyday? become their maid? their cook? babysitter? aigoo~
the more she thought the more the headache built. she wasnt ready to be under the spotlight. even if she wont be, she still worries.
i could enter and exit the house dressed like a guy and nobody would know...right? giving up, she starting drinking, small sips at first but then bigger mouthfuls. luckily the lounge was dark, it was hard for people to see what was going on at the next table let alone how stressed keiras face looked. leaning on her left hand she twirled the cup in her other hand.
i can do this. why am i overthinking this? all i need to do is enter.clean.wash.tidy.exit thats all~ she was so busy playing with her cup that she didnt notice a figure slide in to sit down opposite her.
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'where are you going junhyung?' yoseob asked sitting on the bean bag, as he looked away from the tv screen to just catch junhyung walking past the living room.
'im going out for a drink~ you wanna come yoseob? dongwoon?' dongwoon, with his eyes glued to the tv shook his head. yoseob pouted for a while he thought.
'no, its okay~ hehe' smiling he shook his head along with his whole body. his glistening black hair shining from the light.
'okay then~ tell dujun and the others that im going to the Midnight Blue'
'huh? youre going to that place again? aw~ i want to go now~' yoseob whined bouncing on the couch
'hyung! im watching tv!' dongwoon complained, eyes still glued.
'then come...' junhyung said impatiently as yoseob smiled but then frowned
'i cant, dujun said i have to be at home with dongwoon...babysit.' he shrugged and then leaned back into the couch and pouted
laughing junhyung waved his keys and walked into the garage. what the boys only knew recently was that they also got 3 new cars. a black skoda superb combi, an icesilver audi s4 sedan, and a blue mercedes benz b-class fallback.
hopping into the skoda, junhyung drove out of the garage.
arriving at the Midnight Blue, he parked his car closer to the bar but far enough that it wouldnt be damaged incase, he entered.
'i hope know one recognises me here' junhyung smirked. he hated attention but on the other hand he loved it, it was the only thing that made him feel like an idol. scanning the room to find somewhere private he saw a familiar face. smiling he walked over to the cubicle in the corner, slid between the table and curved sofa.
'you look troubled.' leaning forward he observed her face. after being ignored the first time, junhyung commented, 'i hope its not because of us' leaning back into the sofa turning his head to face the bar.
'huh?' keira looked away from her cup, 'oh! junhyung!'
'oh? i thought i was inivisble' turning back to stare into keiras eyes, joking. he felt happy, glad, comfortable. he hasnt felt this comfortable around a girl for a very long time.
'im sorry....' keira replied, 'just had a lot of things to think about today' she laughed sheepishly.
'well, if you need someone to listen...im here fo-' junhyung stopped quickly, shocked with what he was saying and what he was going to say, for you~
how can he explain if she asked him why? would she become suspicious of him? he hardly knew her and she hardly knew him...and he doubted that she would have felt the same way.
'for...for a long time' junhyung quickly changed his sentence. it wasnt a long pause so he hoped she never noticed. 'well...i have all night that is' he smiled, searching keiras glittering brown eyes.
the background music was turned up a notch. soft, smooth beats with a touch of jazz. it made both of them feel comfortable and safe in the softly lit lounge.
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